kindradevion

i am what i am and ill be what i will be you cant stop me push me around,hit me i dont care as long as im free to be me ill smoke ,drink ,party all i want you cant stop me ill look how i want and wear what i want just leave me be id rather die than let you controll me another day your the one who made me run away and and slit my wrist only to be found in an ally way right after i did it just leave me alone let me be in peace cant you see im in no pain anymore all youl do is bring it back so leave ,go away, never come back,im happiest with him,the man who loves me the one from my dreams the man who saved me he may ;l

i wait for the day i find the right man,it may not be soon but it will happen.....hopefully....     i pray to the gods that it will but others say that no one can love  a man like me but that has been proven wrong so many times over i have found love so manny times but it never lasted so someday i hope that it will last .....forever and ever ...... I dream of one night under the minight sky ,the moon makeing my white hair and blue eyes glow in the niht and him telling me how beautiful the moon makes me look. i have dreamed this dream over and over for many nights but the man from my dreams i can never remember nor can i remember his words